A fire which induces my struggle Everytime, after a evils invasion , my confident struggles where I get dominance in entertaining those who bore me the best of their knowledge, brought me the best accolades, .My wisdom which brings me with the best people to give me best advices and guidances in my ventures set forth to create baby steps for every new learner and who arrests their thoughts thinking of me ,
my Lord has allowed me to derive power from every thing, I observe, he recommends me to analyse my bonding with so many varied character and nature, My random thoughts , All my hearty appologies stay set and firm when I consider him in my prayers, He stays in my time frame at those hours where I struggle the most for grace, favours and goodness of individuals.
All grace in me comes out tremendously when I find my feets dancing in name of lord , I take the form of fire, the most desired me comes from within myself and it give births generally unheard and unwanted desires of insainty which is inclusive of desires that values sentiments , which is not thorough and inconfident.
The "Energy" Shiva within me loves to make me pure,full of wisdom , and gives birth to commendable talents, which proves my strength and stamina to fight with odds, nudes and fragiles,
I love his accepted form, his various appearances, and his symbolic organized and descibed forms because I usually get a habbit to get inclined him and fall for his "kirtans", satsangs which undoubtedly leaves me unpressurized and leaves me good ,filled with aromas , from innermost layer of my body cell and leaves me cool, but not down to earth ,,oh yes encourages answerabilities:;
Most convincing and steals my vision most of times , making me absolutely What? I don't get sometimes,,
During the days I was misserably suffering with my hormonal problems, and hardwork offenses
I was taken for a visit a place where a strong and incessant flow of water crossed it's(ling's) bottom and upper edges , and it was placed over rocky mountain sites all around ,caving it's passages with a small passage entertaining sun rays , some green bamboos were placed by its side , and a very sweet aroma was coming out, I felt so satisfied,, as if I am left with no other desires this time, I love , pouring milk ,water,honey, curd and ghee over it, I just feel good about it,..yes that is the feeling I can recollect,
I see people drumming, praying, dancing, singing and clapping near it , but , I don't know how much longer I can get its satisfaction linger in my thoughts without my work, because what I observed that I already find my strongest level of satisfaction in enchanting his name's with rudrakshya, which takes me dream of satisfying my desires and bless him with his demands of devotion from me,,,, I meet with all goodness and yes right governance
