Kiran - powerful aura

My whole life, I Searched beautiful ladies I found only few,who hold some reasons to stay ,powerful and many struggling hard ,patiently to prove their strength and tolerance to hold self boldness upright , I came across frozen hearts and I was surprised to see them silent and smiling at every deals, All my life ,depressed at by many evils, and my confronts with scorching heat torturing my whole existence repeatedly ,What am I supposed to do? That's all matters , and this time I am bringing myself up to the right levels either to challenge the destructive efforts of a happy enemy or challenge and remove the fears of my sad friend., Often I enjoy good times with a predictable self,but this way my challenges are unheard, unnoticed,and sometimes unbearable,but why would I pity myself Talking and respecting those who left me sad,distorted,disturbed,and distracted, My self existence sometimes cries thinking about it ,It often fights for my esteem, I want to stay privileged, because I am born to respectable pretty woman who carries herself gorgeously,and stands high ,in the society, believing humanity and understanding them rightfully, And that I am a combination of the best man and his beloved brainy wife, gives me extreme courage to drag my weakness into extremly low levels ...I keep myself checked almost at every levels, Do you carry out the same, to stand at my levels, if not, stay out of my vision, and yes off course I would love to not allow you to enter my premises again against my wishes,, Better for you to keep in mind that I dare your darkest levels of individual conducts.... I am sweet enough to dream, hope ,and I am now willing to channelize your mindset within my sphere of thinking, and my sweetness lies in appreciating your Justfied Works.I want to search myself within you, that's what I used to think earlier but as of now You will to search the more better, the more finely executed being,,,,