Gita my whole life has been turned so unlucky, that a complicated situation ruins down me every now and then,. please let me understand the whole situation,I sometimes go unheard, in noticed
, -I refer your presence because you present my sweet will of devotion, I face a just me , u break my evil wills and initiate confronts from within that justifies my need and desires,
Let me justify my will to pacify one right will of getting highlighted as I have seen you from distance, you walk towards me, smile and move away,- why so! what u smile at, your smiles tear my heart apart sometimes, I changed my way many times ,I refuse the most appropriate and best appreciated beings in my life , who walk around me ,
I already invested in my teenage fun , my sweet memories and imagine my ways around your sight , remembering my favourite times with your selected ladies, how lovely they create those waves and moments of fun and comic sense, I feel as if I am in another universe, resting my life in your world of domini where we both have just one idea -to be with each other,That's the present and that became the abundant future,
Ecstacy rising under freshness and charmth of the brilliant sun , is so hot and gorgeous that I really find it difficult avoiding a single second ,
it takes me to a world of apprehensions ,without you
how do I make my ways uncomfortable by parting your thoughts from me, realisations and repentance is for this that I had no time to praise your charmth for ever and in front of anyone ,.now when I have grown so old, but in my good spirits, but then ,I want to see my sweet youth within my loving ones,is just a small request but you become so worried about it and sometimes I execute it sharp that I am cheated because I don't follow your conceptions, how mean "sensing, your nonverbal notifications as like this,'
let me share a small mistake that continued to result horribly and made me suffocate my full life , I incessantly measure my own aura among my whole friends and neighbours and see them urging one thing - the needs which must be avoided to bring "within us" to become "unbearable us"
I become swollen due to my bizarre adventurous moods which configures a bent "she" and it becomes confusing to decide, where I reside the present moment,,!, and I go aimless,the alternate moments and get devoid of my sentiments for the next consecutive days......but why so,.', And yes the next complexity is while, realising my visions about mine own , gets blamed and suppresses my personality as a whole,,' to a mini man , with enough of pettiness and that's illuminates all my attitudes and desires ..............................and impractically I set my ways closer to you once again............ often I achieve a good tittle and loose it to shrewd women's false observation.........Anyway they all make me feel that I am really full of charmth and I start laughing again,but this time I started releasing my pressured points at your absence and ........ I collected my sources of energy .but you mark a perfection...
