Poem: I know...!!

Somewhere in my heart, I know...
I know that there's something wrong with me,
I know that this disease will not let me live for many years,
I know I may not be the good person,
I know I have hurt everyone many a times,
I know I do not deserved to be loved,
I know I was being rude with all throughout my life,
I know I was the reason for to make you feel sad,
I know I never cherished the moments I lived,
I know I am here for some few days,
I know I am how much affected by this disease,
I know I am gone through my ups and downs alone,
I know what I was and am going through,
I know how I am mentally affected by the pain,
I know I never smiled the way you did,
I know I was never the one for you,
I know I am ill and how one could be there with such forever,
I know you are frustrated because of my behaviour,
I know I do not deserved to be lived, neither I'm going too,
I know I am not going to live for long,
I know no one will remember me after I'll be gone,
I know there's will be no one to cry for me.
I know there's no time left,
I know I have the best memories with you all,
I know everyone did a lot for me,
I know I talk a lot,
But,
I know I am having time for few days,
I know I am not tolerable for anyone,
And,
I know I am no longer will be between you my lovelies..
I know you'll shower on me some fresh flower lilies...
Because,
I know I love you all.. ❤️
Somewhere in my heart,
I know...
I know...
❤️