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WHEN IT ALL STARTED...

8 January 2025

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Starting of a new class with new friends...we were excited as well as sad because all the friends who were together from childhood now had to choose different paths as per their preferences. The different classes, different subjects, new faces made shreya to be the shy person. But after becoming friends with some other girls who's nature & sense of humour matches hers she tend to feel comfortable around them. They become good friends over time, spent time together playing & studying. Time was really moving fast. Though Shreya never wanted to a relationship nor to get attached to someone but one have no control over the emotions (basically it's all because of the hormones). Shreya didn't realised but wherever she goes she expected to see that boy. She just feels happy whenever he is around her even in the class he used to sit far from her & they doen't even talk to each other still just being around him made her feel at peace.

One day she got to know about his relationship with a girl and she decided to ignore him. Not being aware of the fact that the more she is trying to ignore him the more she's getting obsessed with him. She just want to see him everyday from a distance and never showed interest in him. She wants to complete her studies and forget about his existence. But as the time passed she gets attached to him even more that now she doesn't want a holiday at school. She used to wait all over the weekend just to see him at the school & sometimes when he doesn't show up at the school it felt so empty to her even surrounded by all the friends she feels like something's missing. Whenever she saw him her heartbeat became faster. Knowing that he doesn't feel the same & in a relationship with someone else doesn't fades her feelings away. Then day by day she understood she's totally obsessed with him and wants to know more about him. Slowly she got in touch with him in social media and she used to stalk his social media handles. Watching him with someone else made her felt so sad. She decided to control her emotions and trust god's plan.

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After He Left
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A mixture of feelings which resonates with almost every other teenager. This book will give you a roller-coaster of emotions which you might have felt. From a cold-hearted person which is anti- romantic to a soft hearted & kind person and then broken heart with heavy feelings which can't be expressed, this book will give let you feel those emotions of each & every person who has loved someone truly, unconditionally. So, it's actually a series of emotions felt, the thoughts, the pain which youth suffer from a broken heart and eventually has to learn how to let go & continue to live .